So, here we go on another pregnancy journey. Dylan is now slated to be a really big brother; his sweet sister Lola here with us, a sibling in heaven with him, and a new baby swimming in my belly. This pregnancy almost identically mirrors his. Dylan was due on 12/26/10. This baby is due on 12/20/13. So many emotions, so many fears. But, I learned through Lola's pregnancy and my loss after her, that I'm not in charge. I cannot determine Speck's fate. I'm just here for the ride.
I hope you all will join us on the journey. I always say to my baby loss mom friends, "Rainbow pregnancies are no joke." They are extremely difficult to get through on a daily, sometimes hourly, basis. So, I appreciate any support and forgiveness for my craziness over the next 6 months.
I'm so happy that Dylan came into our lives. He has forever changed my family and what I thought it would be. But I wouldn't change anything.
